My Seat Belt

Yeah its been awhile, so let me make this count. I've been going through it lately just like everyone else has, but fuck it. We talking about me. I've been feeling little down about things and wondering about my next move in life. Now I'm starting to feel like my days are running together so I'm losing track of time and I'm not sure what to make of it. While all this is going down with me, I start to question just about everything in my life but, just when I feel like I'm losing my way, Something happens. Someone comes along and does something that renews my hope and faith in friends and family. So many people pretend to be there for you when times are tough, but if you take an honest and objective look, you will see that there is a very very short list of those who you can depend on.  As I'm writing this, I'm thinking about myself and if there is anyone who would say the same about me. I honestly don't know. I really hope so because even though I make mistakes, my intentions are good and doing right by my people is important to me. 

With all that said (rambling), I just want this person (you Coonie) to understand how much I appreciate you for having my back, and helping me when I need it most. Even if I am speeding towards a brick wall doing 100 mph, you've been like my seat belt. 

YOU BADD... BUT YA HEAD AIN'T RIGHT!

Yeah, you got the look. The walk into the club is mean and got everybody watching you. Just the way you like it, right? I can't lie. I am attracted to this type of woman just as much as the next man . Maybe even more so. The attitude is what gets me though. The more "stank" the better. Its hard to explain but it drives me bananas. In saying this, recently I've seen changes in my thinking this way. Maybe its just me changing as a man or probably just tired of the women I meet that have nothing going for themselves but a "bangin' body" and an attitude. You gotta have something else going on. Maybe a little community service in your life. A little something to keep you grounded. Don't get me wrong. Its great to have confidence in yourself, but is it at all possible you could be feeling yourself a little too much. I know I been feelin' ya'll too much.